just came home from a movie.watched "love matters", a movie by jack neo. its not as funny as "money not enough 2", that movie was hilarious! And i finally got to hang out with vivian darling!! though i felt like a damn bright light bulb because she was with helmi. but its alright! i'm always the light bulb with my friends..


me and vivian darling!

anyway, banked in my ang bao money just now.. and almost half the money went to pay my credit card bills.. urgh!!!well.. the money collected this year is lesser then the previous years. all thanks to the economic downturn. and my cuzzie told me that she just got retrenched. hope she can get a job soon!

poor ken, while everyone's out visiting, my poor boy's going home early because he has to rush for his 7 projects. wished i could help him..but nevermind, i shall be supportive by being understanding!

oooo.. and i cant wait ti get my new lappie!! wheee~~~ i'm gonna chip in half and mum's gonna sponsor me the other half.. wheee~ this is something to look forward to!!


me and cuzzies!


me and cuzzies again!




I shall sidetrack a little....
This is my financial aim for 2009.

SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY SAVE MONEY!!



left her thoughts ♥ 3:57:00 AM

If i were a boy- beyonce

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong

But you're just a boy
And you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy 

left her thoughts ♥ 12:24:00 PM

Dance today was superb! Learnt the choreography for "Circus- by Britney Spears" and the dance was swweeettt! Ryan simply dances right into our hearts.Am really motivated by him. You should have a good look at all our expressions on our faces when we see him dance every lesson. he is truly THE BEST! i am inspired to groove like him! go girl! you can do it!

Had 2 dance sessions again today. Danced from 12 to 3pm, and 5 to 6.30pm. i feel magically refreshed! i am loving every single moment of my life dancing and seeing myself improve as the days pass is very encouraging for me.I am very happy that my dance vocabulary is expanding every week!! well, expanding of the vocab does not necessarily only applies to the english language right? =)

Dance works'09 competition falls on the 7th or 8th of March. which leaves us not much time to get the choreography done and perfecting the routine before the big day comes. Its gonna be pretty stressful for me because I'm gonna have to juggle dance and studies. BUT! I'll gladly do it..
i am wiling to do ANYTHING for dance. i just love it too much to give it up. I'll keep on dancing no matter what happens and I'll do whatever it takes to keep the wild fire burning inside me .even if it means giving something up, i will gladly sacrifice it. i love it toooo much to EVER give it up. no one can stop me. this i am absolutely positively sure.

-hums the tune of "circus"-

honestly. dance IS my life.we live to dance..
"INSPIRE THE WORLD WITH MUSIC AND DANCE"
this, is the purpose of every dancer today and i will live by it.



On a less serious note, went to Chinatown after class on friday. The crowd was crazy, and the people were packed like sardines. jasmine came down to look for me,and i decided to leave my other friends. Asked Ken to stay with them as i have already walked around chinatown for 5 hours straight on mon. Nothing very fantastic i must say,but you prolly could get quite abit of new year snacks over there.
Tomorrow's the last day of 2008 and new year's gonna be the start of 2009.
I pray that we can all get through this financial crisis, its gonna be tough, but we'll survive. =)






left her thoughts ♥ 1:16:00 AM

i dont quite know what went wrong with my blog.and i finally managed to squeeze time out to fix it.
made pineapple tarties with my mother today and we made 244 tarties altogether.
1 bottle packed specially for kenichi and his family.
hope he'll like it. =)

i cant quite explain why i dont have any mood for chinese new year.am wondering if its because i'm already getting older?i mean, as we grow older, chinese new year gets a lil boring..
and oh my, in like 6 years time, its gonna be my generation to give away red packets to our nephews and nieces. oh boy, time flies.. i dont wanna grow old...
and i dont wanna get married! i'm reaching almost 1/4 of my life cycle and its depressing.
looking back, 5 years ago, i was the angsty rebellious young girl who isnt afraid of breaking the rules. my my!! and i just realised that in 3 months time, i dont have to drive with the "P" plate anymore!!! its almost a year since i got my driving license. .

gone were the days of endless chatting on the phone, dreading to sight of my polka dotted uniform, going out with boys from the boys school. Hanging around serene centre and coronation plaza,making a helluva noise. and i feel old.. everyone's turning 21! and soon i'll be turning 22.
and in 2 years time, i'll get my degree, study for another year or two. start work, and settle down.. start a family.. and yada yada. -takes in a deep breath- ok, this is too much for me to handle right now. i gotta stop thinking about this and start studying..

oh! and its dance tomorrow!! yippie! i cant wait! meeting cheryl lovely during my break.
gonna miss that girl sooooooooooooooo much when she leaves to study overseas.. -sniffs-
wished i could ask her to stay...
='(





this is my favourite photo of me and the lovely cheryl..
so sad! its gonna be a teary affair when i send her off at the airport. =(



left her thoughts ♥ 9:45:00 PM

exams are around the corner, and i have not started studying. totally not in the mood.
all i have been doing, is dance, dance, dance and dance....
and here comes the sad part. i have a flair for dance and i'm not in a dance school.
i dont have enough dance experience as i just started hip hop.
Absolutely no luck in finding a committed dance partner in Latin dance.
And i started to ponder, what have i been doing for the past 21 years of my life?
where has my dancing gone to? Compared at JJ, she has her dancing career to back her up..
look at me? what do i have? NOTHING. this is devastating...

and it finally dawned upon me that.. i have no freaking GOAL in life???
i have absolutely no interest in accounting anymore. so what the hell am in studying now?
and i continued to ask myself... what do i wanna do when i grow up.. andd.. i cant think of any damn occupation.. because i have nothing that i can excel in.


i feel like a failure....
damnit.



left her thoughts ♥ 1:50:00 AM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!